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幸福微甜 [Mar. 25th, 2011|02:37 pm]
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这城市  夜晚闹哄哄
人潮像  快转的时钟
这不是  我要的感动
廉价的妆  都太浓
这感觉  我不知怎么形容

街道上  闪烁的霓虹
就像是  短暂的笑容
能不能  给我一分钟
安安静静  跟你沟通
亲爱的  我真得跟他们不同

话不多  我天生慢熟
不是不想  牵你手
只是在  等你  微笑点头
对你  我始终温柔
请别怪我  沉默  害羞  慢熟  为拥抱找理由
我真的  爱上不啰嗦
可以很勇敢  大声地说

幸福上演  剧情微甜  我轻尝你的脸
开心明显  我们往  对方的身上互粘
快乐不避嫌  我们住在彼此心里面  一天天  累积眷恋

幸福上演  剧情微甜  我轻尝你的脸
结局鲜艳  故事里 我们一起走很远
完美一整篇  爱刚出炉  正新鲜
我轻咬下永远

这城市  夜晚闹哄哄
人潮像  快转的时钟
这不是  我要的感动
廉价的妆  都太浓
这感觉  我不知怎么形容

街道上  闪烁的霓虹
就像是  短暂的笑容
能不能  给我一分钟
安安静静  跟你沟通
亲爱的  我真得跟他们不同

话不多  我天生慢熟
不是不想  牵你手
只是在  等你  微笑点头
对你  我始终温柔
请别怪我  沉默  害羞  慢熟  为拥抱找理由
我真的  爱上不啰嗦
可以很勇敢  大声地说

幸福上演  剧情微甜  我轻尝你的脸
开心明显  我们往  对方的身上互粘
快乐不避嫌  我们住在彼此心里面  一天天  累积眷恋

幸福上演  剧情微甜  我轻尝你的脸
结局鲜艳  故事里 我们一起走很远
完美一整篇  爱刚出炉  正新鲜
我轻咬下永远

你要什么  其实其实我懂  那恋爱就该放轻松
跑车拉风  不需要眼红  过多的掌声是种虚荣  你也懂
我不会编织那美梦  但却会让你很受宠
给的真心很受用

幸福上演  剧情微甜  我轻尝你的脸
开心明显  我们往  对方的身上互粘
快乐不避嫌  我们住在彼此心里面  一天天  累积眷恋

幸福上演  剧情微甜  我轻尝你的脸
结局鲜艳  故事里 我们一起走很远
完美一整篇  爱刚出炉  正新鲜
我轻咬下永远



Composed by : 周杰伦
Lyrics : 方文山
Artist : Super Junior M - Donghae(동해), Siwon(시원), Ryeowook(려욱), Sungmin(성민), Eunhyuk(은혁), Henry, Zhou Mi(周覓), Kyuhyun(규현)
 
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Depression [Oct. 26th, 2010|07:01 pm]
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I'm finding everything's a joke.

My life, my luck, people around me and myself.

Is this what they call depression? This feeling of helplessness, feeling lost and not knowing where to go. Knowing that you have put in your very best, but people around you don't think so.

People just walk you by and don't even bat their eyes on you a 2nd glance. Even people that you are close to, don't give a damn about you. Care and concern? All bullshit in the world.

I don't feel peace in my heart. I am worried. I am so tired.
Yes, tired. I seemed overcome by fatigue. I hope, I wish, I pray. But nothing comes my way.

When others feel so, no they don't even need to feel so, I feel that I have done my best to at least catch up with them and find out how they are. But no one, apparently, seems interested in Joseph Saw. Whether I'm alive or dead, no one bothers. Who the hell is Joseph Saw?

Is this depression?


Sometimes, the world of darkness seems so comforting. I just feel like dropping into their arms, floating away up there or down there, depending on where I head to in the end...to just give up. It is so easy to give up.

Will I?

I dunno. I am losing strength. I am losing my will.

That is because I am nothing in the first place.


I don't even know why I keep trying. I don't even know why I am typing this. A sense of impulse? Or thinking that these may be the last?

Talking about last, I just realised it has been ages since I blogged. No one cares anyway whether it's updated or not.



Is this depression?
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Disappointment...BAH! Not strong a word. [Aug. 1st, 2010|09:41 am]
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I am utterly disappointed...can I also say disgusted? by my own country's legal system and governance.

Their actions, or solely the actions of selected individuals, are simply too embarrassing to watch, not to say describe.


BAH!
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Like...Singaporeans [Jul. 23rd, 2010|05:09 pm]
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As usual, it's the fault of us Singaporeans. Expect too much. Want to much. Complain too much....etc etc.

Oh, wait. Like you aint a Singaporean yourself. Oh my oh my.

Like seriously please.

This isnt the issue of whether Singaporeans expect too much or not. The issue at hand is why did the Government not expect this to happen at all?


I remember many many years ago, the same figure spoke of how Singapore would never be safe ALL THE TIME. So we as Singaporeans should never expect Singapore to be a safe haven till the end of time.
In 2010, time for real-life check. Singaporeans know of the fact that Singapore isnt 100% safe? Check. That figure is just speaking thru air? Check, like a zillion times.

Everyone knows Singapore can't be safe from everything. We are just a tiny island. Many many islands have submerged under the Atlantic and Pacific after so many years, why not Singapore? We know that. But then, what have you done for Singapore ever since that statement was made?

We live in the equatorial tropics for god's sake. Having huge amounts of rainfall is EXPECTED. It is not extraordinary. Obviously some people don't bother about Geography. Yes, times are changing. Climates are changing....global warming blah blah. With global warming, seas and oceans have risen up by at least 2cm. Melting of ice caps is a major contribution to this. So, with increasing amount of surface water, don't you think that the AMOUNT of RAINFALL will increase as well? So the more YES for us in the tropics.

Melting of polar ice caps wasn't just a yesterday thing.
Time was given for precautions.
Yet nothing was done to drainage. Nothing was done to prevent floodings. All you care about is MBS, MBS, MBS....oh like what the heck.

So don't blame Singaporeans, that is to say us, for expecting too much.
So say the rainfall was unavoidable and extraordinary.
The fact is that, nothing was done as a preventive measure, and in the first place there were no backup plans.
If there was, the same incidents wont have occurred not once, not twice, but 3 times.


For goodness sake, like seriously old dude, wake up and start living the new generation.
Global warming is real. Disasters are real.
Start preventive measures. Like NOW.
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Song of my Heart [Apr. 2nd, 2010|02:40 pm]
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第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂 多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱 的差别

你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念 都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑 的道歉

我 不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪

当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解 别人的偏见
我 生气时总几天 我倔强口不择言
是你 请把我当情绪沉淀

我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把 我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪

我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会 你不会 你不会
留残酷 让我面对
我不相信 一起的回忆都损毁
你不会 你不会 你不会
舍得我 留一滴想乞讨的泪


This song speaks out my heart over recent past event/s.
"Memories, should forever be memories.
Should never evoke these strong feelings even if something reminds you of them
Cause once evoked, old feelings are even more affectious than current ones"

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(no subject) [Mar. 25th, 2010|07:37 pm]
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Hey, like seriously

How much more money do you want people to pay you and your family?
Isn't it enough?
You are already so rich
and over small trivial matters
You sue and sue, and sue again
And claim and claim, and claim again

Have a heart
And instead of people not liking you
People might think you do care actually
So stop it with all these nonsense
and on the other hand, try to make things nicer with what...
taking care of elderly, lower gst...etc

start by making yourself collect less and maybe the world will be a richer place.



and omg
I just realised its been 3 months since Ive last blogged!
that shows how busy and brain dead I am
and its an even longer period that i have not composed any new songs....

SIGH


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Christmas Greetings [Dec. 25th, 2009|11:22 pm]
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Ho ho ho!
Time to have Christmas well wishes for all that I know!


Sec Prats

Kelvin - Thanks for being such a wonderful friend all these years. May God continue to look upon and bless you and your family, and persevere thru your final year!

Russell - Thanks for being such a wonderful friend all these years. Continue to be the clown you are and may God guide you and your family and study hard in the final phase!

Josiah - Work hard, strive hard. And stop being so cheeky acting like your the new moonlight abalone. hahaha.

Nic & Ian - Work hard! In our group, we're the first to start work. Hope you guys are always full of energy to work hard, with a positive attitude! (unlike me haha)


Churchies

Mag - Study hard in ur final phase of NIE life, then u will be a full fledged teacher!

Wini - Work hard and earn loads of money!


Uni Mates

Ziwan - After you're back from BKK, better go find a proper work! Stay happy and pink always!

Silin/Limin - What can I say to all of us who are working? Work hard and earn more money!!! Huat arh!

Zhen Hao - Hope you find a girlfriend soon, since u have just gone for lasik. Haha...eh, and when's Golf?!

Jacklyn - I wish for Jac to not be so blur and slow anymore. And that her sis leg's get better faster!!

Sebas - Work hard as a HR (what I wanted...blardy hell) and continue to check on my com for me

Liwen - Study hard and dont indulge too much in love and ur novels and Im sure you will do better this year. haha

Hui Min - Ms Yang (lol) hope your shop is selling well and that you will earn lots so u can give us a treat!

Alene - Project Rainbow sucks, but hey, lets work hard in Citi together haha. And continue to grow prettier!

Meng Choo - So long never chat with u, I hope u are fine and whatever you may be doing, do it to ur best! Dont be a "Man 3 Pai!" lol


Family

Grandma - I wish for her to have good health and to always be cheerful. And work less hard, to enjoy life :)

Mum - I wish I can be more tolerant of her. Haha...and for her to be less naggy.

Dad - Pray that he has good health to continue doing what he loves

Sis - Stop being so naggy and spend so much money. Be prettier and find a boyfriend soon.

Alan - Pray that next year, you will put on weight. The girls in ur course are bigger than u are!

Grace - Study harder! Nothing's impossible! And now you're doing courses, better have more motivation and diligence to work alone!

Mag - Be happy with *cough cough* and study hard in your new JC environment!

Anthea & Gareth - Be good to each other, and study hard!


JC Friends

Michelle Ong - Dont always go traveling. Im so jealous. Haha, and hope love really blossoms for you, so I can hear bells ringing soon!

Michelle Lim - Work hard at YAHOO! lol. and thanks for all your greeting cards over the years!

Grace - New work, more pay. I pray that you will have as much love for Japan as before, and yes, treat me lunch.


Work

Karen - Thanks for the support, newfound buddy. Haha, and yes Im longwinded. I wish that you have more patience to hear me explain.

Jasmine - May you have a smooth delivery, and dont worry so much!

Celia - Wherever you go to, may you have a happy and meaningful life!

Hui Min - Wish that you have stronger legs, put on more weight! Thanks for the logging ins! Haha

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End of the Line [Dec. 23rd, 2009|09:16 pm]
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Accountings aint for me.

The more I do my stuff
The more I realise I dunno what the hell Im doing
I can't tell apart from one statement to another
I can't tell the difference between this report and that report
I dont even know what this particular customer's account is
I don't even know why one particular balance sheet needs to have 5 tabs
I don't even know why 1 tab needs to have numbers plucked from 3 to 4 different reports
from 2/3 different systems

and worse of all, all that im doin so far are daily jobs
u would think by now, 3 weeks later,
i shld have gotten the hang of it

and now im being piled with monthly stuff.
daily practices are already giving me a headache
can u imagine the impact of me doin other reports once a month?
ill definitely not remember "How to...."

and im being told to learn other stuff at first to back up for that person
and now, full time taking over some of her duties
when i have yet to finish learning from the one that's leaving in a week's time
the one im supposed to take over.

so why the hell are they making me take over so many stuff?


by hell am i pissed
coz im tired
stressed
and very very boggled

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Brain Dead [Dec. 14th, 2009|08:40 pm]
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it took me so long to realise ive had grammatical errors in my last post

the last sentence shld have started with "ive sank" and not "im sank" haha



anyway
thats the price to pay for working hard
forgetfulness, tiredness, grouchiness, moodiness, moodlessness

and u know
ive had this new song, actually more of a tune in my head rather than the tune and lyrics
and in a few scant seconds, the entire thing just wisped out of my mind
i was like "shyt, that was such a lovely melody"

i guess i cant really start composing until im composed in my life
thats why its called composing right? lol
and i cant get composed in life
till ive gotten the hang of this work....

argh
the woes of a grown man

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Aged in Ages [Dec. 8th, 2009|09:38 pm]
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im so shagged.

and it has been all downhill since i started work.

mind you, this is only my 4th day
but since Day 1 ive already OT'ed.

learning 2 systems a day.
each systems has 10+ to 20 over accounts, and sometimes, each accounts have different formats.
and i hardly have time to practise.

learn, apply, learn, apply.

as each day passes
im learning more and more
im doing more and more
but im absorbing less and less
im understanding less and less

i really have no freaking idea what i am doing.
what this system is, what that account is.
ELA? MLA? MTA?
catch no ball
and of coz my final result is lots of asking and lots of mistakes and redoing
and still
catch no ball.

all i know is
im supposed to balance accounts



im sank into a hellhole. argh
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